I'll bet you never knew

Would you like to hear a secret,

Something I'll bet you never knew,

A secret deep inside me,

I've been hiding it from you.

Do you see this smile,

So huge upon my face,

My eyes are big and sparkling,

Everything seems in its place.

I'll bet you didn't know,

As I close my bedroom door,

There's something I've been hiding,

I let out as I fall to the floor.

You can't hear my silent sobs,

Or see the cuts I make,

You don't know the things I do,

When I don't have to be fake.

The secret I've been hiding,

The one that I hide best,

I never wanted you to worry,

Mom, I'm scared...