Lying Isn't The Answer

The tears fall silently

For I do not want you to see

See how much you are hurting me inside

Sometimes you make me feel alive

But most the time you make me feel like I'm dying

As i write this you've got me crying

But hey what do you care

You just want me so you have someone there

Yet you still keep secrets from me

And you think I'm too blind to see

When I tell you what's on my mind

You shut me out every single time

You curse and raise your voice

And act like a complete loser around the boys

Talking bout things I don't need to know or hear

So i try to block it out from my ears

But then your past creeps into my mind

How can I trust you when you did that all the time

It feels like you've got someone else

But I don't know your phone's always on your belt

Why propose to me if you're going to keep secrets

Seriously you make me feel like I'm not worth it

Don't tell me you love me if it's all a lie

Cause I will leave without saying goodbye J J J